Reaction to the novel ( I think it is the best of my English writing)

The first that I need talk about is I really love and enjoy reading this novel. Well, although at first I don't like it at all. I felt the beginning part was so boring and the middle part is so confusing. But actually after I really get into the novel, I started to like the spot and content of that novel. I found this novel is also with the color of mystery. 

For example, the mystery of the accident in summer 15. To be honestly, this is the main part of mystery all cross the middle three parts of the book, until the answer was given in the last part, the truth. The another setting, which is included with the last reason, Cadence as one of the most important characters in this book, also the narrator, she is unreliable. And also the other characters. It mentioned, all of the kids, the liars, and the whole Sinclair family are all liars, perfect liars with perfect life, at least they think so. 

When I read through the middle part, the more I am closer to the ending, the more I doubt about the death of the other three liars. This was leaded by a student when we were discussed about the book in my English class. I couldn't believe it, or I don't even would like to think on that way. How much and when I start to like the characters in this book? I don't know. But when I read through the last part, the whole book are under the shadow of sadness. 

Yes, if what the book in the previous part that we are reading was like, just like the shining sunny sky, but with later on it turned into cloudy, and finally rain heavily with lighting in the ending. I even didn't know that how much I liked this book. When it towards to the sad ending like that, I feel really sad. I thought, if all the stories that Cadence wrote was called fairy tales, so why this heavy tragedy happened to her family? Isn't Sinclair is just like a family perfect in the fairy tale? I don't know the answer, and I can't get it even from the writer. It just happened. 

When it was directly described in Cadence's fair tale, the flame burned and clean their souls. I was like I just saw them in the flame. They died. Without a word to blame. But the only thing left for Cadence was infinity guilt. Also the scene when they say goodbye to Cadence. 

It lets me remember the song "Seasons in the Sun".  The lyrics "Goodbye my friend it's hard to die, when all the birds are singing in the sky, now that spring is in the air. Pretty girls are everywhere, think of me and I'll be there." They walk to endless death, to the endless sea, such brave, such confident. I don't believe in ghost, but I would like to think if there are ghosts in this world, just for them. 

After all, I don't know as the only of the four liars left, Cadence; how she will live alone in this world? The story of Sinclair continued. The three liars just use the flame and their soul to sacrifice for the peace of the family. They did, perfectly successful. Maybe Cadence will remember their words and live better life with the better life, as I hope so.

After all, Sinclair goes back to that perfect family.

Maybe not for a while.

Maybe forever.